You didn't know what was going to happen, Seamus. You didn't know it would end up this way. Anything you wanted to do before is as legitimate as it was before all this. Charlie would have wanted you to be honest with him, and yourself, and you do no-one no favours by allowing yourself to feel guilty for wanting to continue on as you were before.
If it would make you feel any better, go and speak with Charlie. He may not answer, but he'll hear you.
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You didn't know what was going to happen, Seamus. You didn't know it would end up this way. Anything you wanted to do before is as legitimate as it was before all this. Charlie would have wanted you to be honest with him, and yourself, and you do no-one no favours by allowing yourself to feel guilty for wanting to continue on as you were before.
If it would make you feel any better, go and speak with Charlie. He may not answer, but he'll hear you.
All right?