Well, but I am. That is, I already was. And I feel pretty horrid about that. Things were going to be messy and now they are just messy in my head. And maybe because of that, I shouldn't move on at all, but that isn't fair either. None of this is fair. Which, I know, life isn't fair, but still.

Sorry. My head is spinning. No lies, but is the truth really that good?