They won't end. It won't go this way. Just be patient. Have faith.
I said nothing because I have nothing to say. I have no life outside of classes and work in the infirmary and teasing Malfoy. I don't even know if Dean is my friend. I don't know what we are anymore. I don't even know what he did over the summer. I have owls from Charlie sometimes, and that wasn't meant to last I know, but it would have been nice if something else had happened. Everyone knows there's a war coming and I don't know precisely what that means. I'm trying to get ready to be the best healer I can be but who knows if I can even do that? I don't want to be here anymore, but I'm afraid about what will happen when I leave here. I've only known my parent's home and this place and now I have to get ready to make my own home, likely alone, and I don't know if I'll be alone always or not, but it looks like it from here, right now anyway.
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Date: 2003-09-10 10:36 pm (UTC)I said nothing because I have nothing to say. I have no life outside of classes and work in the infirmary and teasing Malfoy. I don't even know if Dean is my friend. I don't know what we are anymore. I don't even know what he did over the summer. I have owls from Charlie sometimes, and that wasn't meant to last I know, but it would have been nice if something else had happened. Everyone knows there's a war coming and I don't know precisely what that means. I'm trying to get ready to be the best healer I can be but who knows if I can even do that? I don't want to be here anymore, but I'm afraid about what will happen when I leave here. I've only known my parent's home and this place and now I have to get ready to make my own home, likely alone, and I don't know if I'll be alone always or not, but it looks like it from here, right now anyway.
Is that enough for you?